Wednesday, December 9, 2009

It's going to be a LOOONG winter...

So we had our first snow storm of the season happen last night and all ready I feel the loooong winter coming. I'm personally not a winter person. I absolutely despise the cold, but I love change. I couldn't live with sunny beach weather 24/7. It would actually drive me insane I think.
The other reason why I hate winter is because I always seem to get dumped in December. I somehow never see it coming, but it should start getting predictable soon.
I didn't want to put my personal life on here but it just seems so right to put it down in words. For those of you who do not know and yet read my blog, I am gay. Just to get that out of the way. And from here on out I am going to forever call December the dumping season... no not poop, relationships.

Here's an idea... first boyfriend back in grade ten I think. We buy each other gifts for Christmas and probably just before new years we fight and it all goes to hell.
Second boyfriend... he sends me an e-mail which I read on my cheap mini browser which I had on my phone and I left the school, punched a mailbox and now I have a scar on my hand. Great reminder! (I'm sure some people are laughing at this because the last time I got angry in the summer I went to punch another wall and cut the side of my right arm... completely missed with my fist!!)
Third boyfriend... well we all know who he was. A dick! By this time he disappeared for a few days and we broke up soon after.
This time it was with someone I've been talking too for years and had been planning to see, however he lives in England and said it became to real and to save my money. Which makes sense but it still hurts.
Now, I don't know if it's the same for straight people or not. Whether boys are like this too everybody or if it just happens to everybody. All I know is the next time I start something I'll be sure to prepare not only for the loooooong winter haul, but the heartbreak that seems to become an annual thing for me.

And like I always say... Boys suck! I should know!

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